Cryptic Wintermoon

But see, beyond the darkness there is light
I leave the shadow portals behind, they're soon so far away
Arrive, where they call my name, is this reality
This place, it seems so intimate, have I been here before
Visions of my journey through the dark, all memories are gone
Lonely in this strange forgotten world
Everything I know is so far away
My eyes are are closed again, but this is no dream
there is no noise to hear, exept my begging scream
Deceaesed by this misleading light
Imprisoned by that eternal night
Live or death, paradise or hell
Is this still live or is this death
am I in paradise or in hell
here is no guide who shows the way
I'll never see the light of day again