Chemical Vocation

Lights out, it falls
Out of a puddle of blood
I rise, Weak & out of reach
I'm ashamed, dead, I wish you where dead.
I'm just a child.
And I'm crying (like one)
No you won't deny this.
Motherfucker
Like an angel left to die
(I was left there with this.)
No more words I gave up the fight
(No way I'll give up this time)
From birth I was deceived.
Mocked 'til love seemed like shit.
And beauty was just a word.
I'm better than you I always was
Lights on, I'm scared
It's sinful & repulsive.
Why would anyone want to hurt
(unrevealed secrets
comes crawling
you'll feel it boy)
Me..?
Like an angel left to die
No more words I gave up the fight
It's so fucked
I'm surreal
It's so fucked
I'm surreal