Conjure One

In these times of contention
It's not my intention to make things plain
I'm looking through mirrors
To catch the reflection that can't be mine
I'm losing control now I'll just have to slow down a thought or two
I can't feel the future and I'm not even sure that there is a past
I believe in the shape of things to come
And I believe I'm not the only one
Yes I believe in
I believe in
When I poison my system
I take thoughts and twist them into shapes
I'm reaching my nadir and I haven't an idea of what to do
I'm painting by numbers but can't find the colors that fill you in
I'm not even knowing if I'm coming or going if to end or begin
I believe in immaculate conception
And I believe in the resurrection
I believe in, I believe in
I believe in the elixir of youth
And I believe in the absolute truth
Yes I believe in
I believe in
There is no love in this world anymore