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Someday I'll talk about it,
One day I'll mention it to you.
Someday I'll be over this,
And strong like you
I'm never changing,
I can feel this way for days and days
Look you straight in the face and fake my smile.
Take this hurt away,
Bring back yesterday,
I could say sorry,
In a thousand ways,
You won't let this be,
Without killing me,
I can't put this bottle down,
As I watch this day fade into night
My blessings,
My faults,
I've learned all the lessons,
But cannot be taught,
Any abuses,
That I've wraught,
No more excuses,
I want it resolved.
With all our eyes
There's no wondering why