Course Of Nature

I'm calling you out on what you've done.
I want you to feel the way I do.
I'm starting to hate what I've become.
and its all because of you.
The guilt you put on me
was enough to get me down.
Took everything i had to keep me hanging on.
I've been down so long.
I've seen the bottom from below.
I watched you walk all over me.
I'm over this.
I beat my head, against the wall.
I pushed my pieces back to whole.
I find my way back from the dead.
To mend my life again.
You let me down for way to long.
and I can't stand the way it felt.
I turned the tables on you know.
And put my faith in something real.
The guilt you put on me,
was enough to get me down.
It took everything I had to keep me hanging on.
I've been down so long.
I've seen the bottom from below.