The Cooper Temple Clause

I'm not quite how I should be
been finding tricks too hard
I'm thinking something must be broken
Coz it's wasn't like this before
Now everyone is ugly and everyone is stoned
Small things about you excite me
But then I'd hateto spoil the tone
All my little somethings just ran out of luck
Secret dates with strangers
Dirty words and fighting talk
I'm so scared it's killed me
Time and time again
I can't compromise
So maybe we could talk as friends?
If at first you dont succeed try again for me
Today is going to be fine
tomorrow will be fine too
I asked for things to better me
Even though they silenced my soul