Carrier Flux

for I feel, as fallen pain
scold myself with useless blame
drag the blade across my lips
purge the lie, release my fist
as far as I as one have come
as for my lies, I burn in each and every one
as for the truth, denied by fear
and for my pain, I brought it all upon myself
this fear that I may de my dream
success means I am more than none
to be as one is what I fear
in days of hope, I dream I'm dead
to be as stone and still - my mind
as I rise to de as one
my past this life, I leave as filth
it all comes together
when we open up our mind
open wounds will kiss me
dressed in blood meet my god