Children Of Bodom

Since day one I've been crass and far beyond.
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry ...Before you gauge me,
take a look at yourself. Condescending, outlivin' in a lie..
Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,
it ain't due that you hate that I hate what you do
Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are
And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My ass is on the fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7