Confide

You want to know what's inside my head
But I don't want to leave you hanging
If you knew what's inside my head
You would have chose to ask me nothing
Separation is not the key
I don't feel you close to me
I don't see you where I turn
I understand but I never learn
The path I chose is not easy
I have to ask, are you here with me?
I know that I'm not trying hard enough at all
I never knew I was big enough to see it
I never knew that you would open up that door
I never thought I ever wanted to open it up
But now I'm standing here waiting for more
And I am waiting for more and I am yours
You want to know what's inside my head
But I don't want to leave you hanging
If you knew what's inside my head
You would have chose to ask me nothing
I need somebody to answer me
Is this really what it seems?