Comeback Kid

I was looking forward to this day for so long
I had it all planned out
I was hoping it'd all work out
I was losing patience
you know it's never been my best trait
counting minutes, hours, counting days
then it dawned on me
unpredictabilty
I told myself everything's just fine
you worry too much, it's gonna eat you alive
I was looking forward to this day for so long
I had it all planned out
I was hoping it'd all work out
will it all work out
now I feel exposed
like a black light on the wall in a darkened room