Besieged

The balkanization
of my heart has been resurrected
with an affection that always
inspires, and never
grows tired
of my dark and deadly valleys. Is
this the end of me? I swore to
never go back.
In this, the
finest hour, my last breath of
life awaits me. Anticipation with
vomiting. You are something
I
dream. You are the something that
I must have. Truly, this is the
finale of my suffering and the
beginning of perpetual peace.
Truly, this is the end-the
departure I have waited for. My
last chance to
see this
perpetual peace. On this day, I
will learn to love again. And so,
I am waiting to die.
[ Balkanization Lyrics ]