Blind

every 365, I’m walking down a worn-out path
I get up at 8, everything’s a daily grind
I love my car, even though it’s so middle-class
but sometimes when I push my life to the back of my mind I feel like I …
I pick up the phone but I don’t wanna call you up
I don’t wanna need you right now
I try to break lose cause I don’t wanna fill your cup
there is no reason …
that I refuse this
that I refuse this
the more that I tried to be like you
the more I was losing my breath
everyday in my life, this poison’s growing underground
and the world around turned into things I can’t face down
how can I get rid, how can I get rid of this pain
cause sometimes when I push my life to the back of my mind I feel like I …
I pick up the phone but I don’t wanna call you up