Blacklisted

I was thinking to myself
If you keep performing this act
You just might lose yourself
All of this just doesn't suit you
But you wear it with a smile
Inside I know you're not happy
So I'll bite my tongue for a while
I've seen it now for myself
You're just slowly losing yourself
You look so old
Feeling so cold
Believing all the lies you're told
I'd say something if I had something to say
It was all so long ago
I feel like I went astray
Treading water
Trying to breathe in
I should have been there
But there was no way of knowing
All this time, you were drifting
Drifting away