Blacklisted

The end is just the beginning of being lost then found
You find yourself wondering how it would be if you weren't around
Here I am
Here I stand
I've reached out my hand
But you had a different plan
I've should have known you were one of the wolves at my door
You drain the life from me
I'm so easily deceived
I just wasn't made to believe
I've given so much energy trying to place the blame around
This time it rests on me for letting my guard down
I should have known
All along
You were one of the wolves at my door
Now we're back again at this same old place
I'm just trying to recognize your face
I can't let you in now
That's how it all happens in the first place
I should have known all along
I let you string me along
I was just to stupid to realize
I let myself be compromised