Blacklisted

What is it that you see in me?
Do you expect me just to agree?
Well I can't, and I'm sorry
Nothing means anything to me
I can tell you who I am
But you just won't understand
Never even had a chance
To fall feet first when I land
You probably don't blame me at all
But you will when you finally fall
Everything I do is wrong
Just listen to the fucking song
You don't know how I am
You're blinded cause I'm your friend
You will see soon enough
Your faith was just too much, go
Think I'm giving up this time?
Think I'm giving up this time?
Think I'm giving up this time?
Think I'm giving up this time?
I lost my ambition when I swallowed my pride
I have nothing to give
Losing my will to live