Blacklisted

Please just give me a Chan Marshall eulogy. If I was ever anything at all, its all breaking news to me.
Breaking down in a rage just to apologize. Its really so strange
watching all these strangers sigh.
If feels like Im living through my last days every day.
On your strongest of days you couldnt make me feel any less insane.
Wish the ongoing theme about me
wasnt "hes just crazy"
Wish I knew safety.
Wish nothing phased me.
Wish I felt more than just feelings of unrest. Wish the darkness didnt cloud me. Wish I wasnt an emotional wreck
[ Wish Lyrics ]