The Butterfly Effect

Clutching my heart I can’t feel any more
Laughing to death as I fall to the floor
Irony cruel, calling my name
Suffer this consequence,
The shame you’ve given me
I still breathe
Your love sickness I savour like wine
Drilling down hard like a blade in my spine
Damaged nerve endings are feeding me, Raw
Thought patterns processed, I still can’t ignore your hate
Precious pain
Broken and bitter on the faces you tread
Left in your wake are the trails of the dead
Shape shifting sands move and twist undertow
No depth perception has made you shallow
Now I’m freezing for you
Burn alive
Wont stop now and still I try
I’m alive
Bleed if I want to
If i want to
if i want to
I'll bleed if i want to
Now and still I try
I’m alive
Frost bitten finger tips scratching my name
You’ve left me here to suffer the blame
Callously cruel is your punishment
Lies to deceive is this my consequence
Damage me, damage me, hate me to death
Cripple me, cripple me, there’s nothing left
Parasite poisonous left under skin
Slow self addiction no prize you will win
Now I’m freezing for you
Burn alive
Wont stop now and still I try
I’m alive
Bleed if I want to
If i want to
if i want to
I'll bleed if i want to
Now and still I try
I’m alive
Consequence