Bay Laurel

Im lost within my dreams.
Hiding from the life that Ill never see.
Nothing to see and nothing to feel.
My body is no longer a part of me.
Im away... Im alone...
In nothingness I cant see your endless suffering.
I cant see your red eyes.
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world.
Im in nothingness while time dies.
I see faces in fear. I hear screams in pain.
Im standing impassive with indifferent eyes
because I dont feel the reality in the world outside
and I dont feel the fear that is dragging me down.
Im away... Im alone...
In nothingness I cant see your endless suffering.
I cant see your red eyes.
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world.
Im in nothingness while time dies.
Searching hands are trying to help but for me they are
stealing.
Trying to take my inner world from me.
Taking my world from me.
Please let me be.
Dont talk to me becuase Im not even listening.
Dont take my hand to make me see the fear.
Take away the flowers youve brought me because
they are reminding me of the world outside.
Im fading away into a deeper life
where dreams are dwelling and feelings are gone.
Im all alone when youre all here.
Im alone...
In nothingness.
[ In Nothingness Lyrics ]