Burn Hollywood Burn

So here I am dying lost in a world I cant comprehend.
The genealogy of my wounds is too easy to read but I know I can fucking heal.
Scared and bruised - broken but free
The bastard son wont come back home
So here I am choking with regrets stuffed in my throat
I have to swallow the blades on which Ive always slept
This was the only (and lonely) way to freedom
Scared and bruised - broken but free
The bastard son wont come back home
So Im walking on the cutting edge of a rusted world.
Now I know what pain is my feet bleed the sickest blood
But I feel secure and I smile because I know its the last and only sacrifice
(I hit rock bottom but no one hears my bones breaking)
They told me that Im free and they wrote it everywhere
but I know Im not I can feel it in my guts
Im so sick of being sick, so fucked up of being fucked up
Ive got to find a way to get out of this shit - show me a way to get out of this shit
So I walk alone not knowing where I go, not knowing where Ill fall
For the first time I feel beautiful
"outside the dawn is breaking but inside in the dark Im aching to be free"
Crossing every gap Burning every map I swear to never come back
Blowing out every light Sparkling off my own heart
Fuck you Ill never come back
[ Blowing Out Every Light Sparkling Off My Heart Lyrics ]