Blood Has Been Shed

I'm wanting waiting
Needing aching holding breathing
Watching stealing
Thirsting Gazing I've always been there at a distance
Waiting for the day you would notice me
And I lied, lied to myself
Knowing that IжЉіe always hoped for more
if you could only see you're stealing my breath away
Broad strokes and fine lies
Painting a picture never wanted to see
it's all too clear we've only been lying, lying
How many times did it all fall down