Benighted

Here I stand, despair invading me
Dragging me in it's vertiginous fall
Endless echoes of the howling
As a sweet requiem of existence
Invoke hate, the silence is deafening
Invoke hate, erase it and start again
His voice and mine confront inside
Creating an indescribable magma
Of inept whispers and murmurs
Commands, insults, treats and lies
Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close
To explode
Extricate myself from all of this
Get the emptiness back
The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me