Breach Of Trust

It seems like it's so long ago
That childhood thoughts and water flowed so free
Never to return again
Now their kids are grown
And building dams to redirect the energy
And I don't understand it
To wake up feeling like this
Remembering dreams in my head
This doesn't happen often
Everything's so complicated
Do I want it?
Do I need it?
Do I even know where I should be?
Do I want it?
Do I need it?
Did I even stop this from happening? (x2)
To wake up feeling like this
Remembering dreams in my head
This doesn't happen often
Everything's so complicated
The only star that burns bright in the sky
Will grant a wish to those who feel
The darkness that surrounds it
And if ever I had wanted something
Truth would be the dream I would make real
But I can't handle it
Do I want it?
Do I need it?
Do I even know where I should be?
Do I want it?
Do I need it?
Could I even stop this from happening? (x2)
To wake up feeling like this
Remembering dreams in my head
This doesn't happen often
I woke up feeling like this
Trying to understand it
I wake up cold and frightened
This doesn't happen often
Everything's so complicated