Blinded Colony

Tearing, crawling under my skin
Something behind me,
something infront of me
No-one there but still...
The screams in my head
The unseen stalker
The growing nausea
It's coming, I can hear it
Blinded by absurdity
Persecutied by fear,
From a supremacy unknown
I consign my life to the black
Selfobtained paranoia,
a constant feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is final
Forgive me father For I have...
Praying for something non-existent
Praying for help...
No answer, No god
Insomnia my everyday plague,
ripping my hair off