Bigwig

I woke up late this mourning
the sunlight shining in my eyes
and I almost forgot what it felt like to be free
I wanted you to show me
All the things I'd never seen
And now I'm trying to make ends meet
How could you do that to me?
My eyes turn red with envy
For something only you could've taken from me
We were young and stupid
I know there's only so much we could do
But there's nothing I'd have rather given you
than myself
But still why don't you tell me
He wasn't the only one you slept with
Now I'm living life in hell
Then I woke up from that dream
and I saw you sleeping next to me
God, it looked so fucking good
I wanted to hold you
Say the things I used to say
But things don't seem the way they should
As time goes by I realize
a needless worry in my eyes
I guess it's so hard Cause I still love you