October Tide

I awake by cold shivers
Apprehend voices, but not the ones in my head
I try to ignore and turn back
I shut down, gain sanity
Forcing my breathing to become slower
Forcing my pulse to beat lower
Suffocating scream behind walls
Pleading the past to let go
I find myself awake again, I am starring at the sealing
Is this all inside
Are the suffering screams meant for me, to silence
Fumbling for the light in despair
I'm searching with my eyes for no reason
I'm stumbling in the darkness I fall to the floor