Alanis Morissette

dear dar(lin') your mom (my friend) left a message on my machine she
was
frantic
saying you were talking crazy that you wanted to do away with yourself
I guess she thought I'd be a perfect resort because we've had this
inexplicable connection since our youth and
yes they're in shock they are panicked you and your chronic them and
their
drama
you this embarrassment us in the middle of this delusion
if we were our bodied
if we were our futured
if we were our defenses I'd be joining you
if we were our culture
if we were our leaders
if we were our denials I'd be joining you
I remember vividly a day years ago we were camping you knew more then
you
thought you should know
you said I don't want ever to be brainwashed and you were
mindboggling you
were intense
you were uncomfortable in your own skin you were thirsty but mostly
you were