Twenty2

Sometimes theres nothing you can do
Life just grabs you by the neck & strangles you
Shitty days become the only way
When you think youre at the bottom
They can kick you even lower
Theres nothing you can do
It wont help to try & think it through
The only painless part of your day is when you sleep at night
Just pray youll sleep OK
Next time I get a fist in the face
Ill stay on the ground so I dont take too much space
My pain is your demand
& by asking youve made me what I am
I have learned to crawl-learned not to talk
Not to exist & laugh only by myself
Now even when I close my eyes I see what fool I was for trying
Dreaming, hoping, standing up to my mistakes
You keep tripping on your naa?veness
& I keep falling on my face
Next time I get a knife in the eyes
Ill crawl around the floor & act like I am blind
Cause my pain is your demand
& by asking youve made me what I am
Dont need to smile I dont need to breathe
Youve made me strong by showing me I was weak
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