Terror

I've been lost in the negative for so long, wanting everyone and everything to crash and burn, including myself. This is about realizing the problem isn't them. It's me.
Constant walls I've built for me.
Keep them away, defiantly.
Down, down, down I'm lost again.
Devoured dreams, devastation.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
Redemption.
Redemption, I'm so lost again.
Redemption.
Redemption only comes from within.
Time, time, time goes slow.
Can't make sense out of thoughts of my own.
Wasted life, wasting away.
Constant falls into oblivion.