Slowmotion Apocalypse

There is a claw grabbing my skull to remind me
How my life was meant to be
I pursued a dream for years
I thought it could be useful
Now it seems it has to fade away
Theres no time to stare at it while its dying
Im trying to resist concentrating
Gathering all my powers
But those nails are sticking in my skin
Your lifes already planned
Theyd like to see me creeping
And pick me up grabbing my neck
Erase your minds
Erase your memories
Regret your life
To erase your pain
Then make fun of me (if I ask)
"why do I have to forget my dreams?"
But I hear the echo of their judgements
And I run away
"Enjoy a life that has never been yours"
[ The Art Of Self Blood Drinking Lyrics ]