New Years Day

I'm trying to sleep
But this pain in my chest is keeping me awake
And every breath I take feels like it's my last
I wanna be fine, I wanna be sure
I wanna be a lot of things and none of them include you
I keep telling myself I'm not miserable
I keep telling myself I'm better off without you
Chorus:
I believe that you meant everything you said
Goodbye and thanks for the memories
For the pain and the lies, everytime I had to cry
Goodbye and thanks for the memories
I don't understand cause it doesn't make sense
The way you broke it off
Took away my heart, took away all my friends
I wanna go out and get out of this house
To begin again, is gonna take more than I'd ever have to give
I keep telling myself I'm not miserable
I keep telling myself I'm better off without you
Chorus
I believe that I was so cleverly deceived
But good looks and charm, and a brilliant lie
All the time that was spent bring used,
I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories
I wanna know why you're such an idiot
I wanna know how you can even live with it
I wanna know why I should even give a damn
About your missing me, so terribly
I'm starting to sleep a little easier now
now that I'm over this and I've made up my mind
To never fall in love again with someone like you,
Someone so confused
Just wish I realized that all a long
Long time before I had,
Chorus
I believe that I was so cleverly deceived
But good looks and charm, the brilliant lie
All the time that was spent bring used,
I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories
I believe that you meant everything you said
Goodbye and thanks for the memories