It Dies Today

I feel the blood rushing up, the words from you like a blow to the sternum.
I can't hold back now, my mouth is watering two fold.
With the flavor of myself in the meaning.
I lost my head again.
Where did we go wrong.
My concern. I lost my head again,
But this time the apology is written across your face with nnhealed lacerations.
As I choke on the things I wish I had said blame me